Next steps....

Well, we had our first IUI and it was unsuccessful ... so here we are in moving on in the process of making you. We are sad but we knew that the chances of success are so slim so now we are getting the wheels moving on try #2. We still think about you all the time and talk about you all the time.....I'll update once we know the plan for this coming month. xo

Excitement and Nerves.

Well we have an appointment with the doc in only 3 days and hopefully soon after that we will take our first chance at making you. I am so excited - beyond words excited to create you and also scared if we go through hardships in making you. We are thinking positive and being realistic.

I am already thinking about life with you and how much you will bring to our lives. I think about our lil apartment and how much we are moving and changing things to make it the best place for you. I picture your mommy squeezing you and kissing you and being WAY over protective of you. We can not wait to have you in our lives.

We fall asleep at night thinking about you. I am hoping so much that we can create you soon. While I don't pray and still am not sure who I believe in up there but whoever it is I am hoping with all that I am and all that I have that they help us in this journey and bring you to us soon.

Love you already.

Family ties

Your mommy told you the other day that We got engaged!! I'm so excited and so happy that our family is becoming "official". 

I am so happy that I get to spend the rest of my life with your mommy and you when you decide to come along. 

I sit and daydream about what life will be like when you come along, I can't wait to have so many new experiences with you and mommy. We are going to have a blast!!! 

We will make an AMAZING family. 

It has been so nice having so many people congratulating us on our engagement and giving us so much love and support. The world is turning into a better place right before our eyes. I think that we might even be able to be legally married in the next 5 or 10 years! 

Your Mommy and I faced a little bit of negativity and jealousy, but we know better than to let that get us down. We know the bond we have is special, and precious, and unbreakable. And when you come into our lives, that bond will be made stronger. And I'm going to do my best to make sure that the world you come into is a more open and accepting and loving place than it is even today.

Call me

The summer Olyimpics are on right now, so your mommy and I are watching a lot of swimming and diving and beach volleyball. we're also having a lot of conversations about what we are going to name you! in the spirit of the olympics, I teased your mommy and asked if we can name you Apollo Connor :-) i think it has a great ring to it! we are also thinking about Teegan and Josephine and Joseph and Grier and Jack and a whole lot of other names. I can't wait to find out what we will call you!!!

Hi, I'm your mommy!

Hi my little bambino! Your mommy is so inventive in thinking to do this blog for you. someday you will be able to read this and know a little more about our journey and how you came to be!!!

We are so so so excited to bring you into the world and love you and snuggle you and watch you grow. We already love you so much, you mean everything to us!!